:: Out of the Darkness ::

:: Monday, February 14, 2005 ::

Hey Everyone!!!!! I am doing Great! Gave up the high stress job for a lower paying but much more satisfying one! I now work with animals which has always been my dream since I was a little kid.
Let me tell you, even when the meds help, take a good look at your life and see if you are doing with it what YOU want or what others expect... I have a T shirt that says ... "Do what you Love, Love what you do.." Think about it ...
:: Luna 12:10 AM [+] ::
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Whoa baby!!!!!!!!!!! Celexa at 40 mgs. is a wonderful thing!!!!!!!!! I feel literally 20 years younger. Haven't felt this great in years. It seems my disorder has a name, Dysthemia. Also known as chronic depression, and have been suffering with it for years, but blamed my mood on everything else and everyone else but what the actual problem was.
Found out this is not uncommon, it wasn't until all the problems of recent years piled up on me and I had a major depressive episode (known as double depression) that I sought help. That is how most dysthemics get the help they need. You hit real bottom and then go to the Dr. and ....Finally get help!
Still playing phone tag with therapist. OK, frankly haven't been trying that hard. But know I should go, so will try next week to set up an appointment. Let ya know how it turns out!
:: Luna 9:02 PM [+] ::
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Hi All! Have been feeling a little better lately. Went to Dr. on Monday, we are upping my Celexa to 40 mg. and she wants me to see a therapist. Will be a new thing for me, but I think it may help me organize my thoughts better. So there will be lots to tell you about in the coming weeks. The Dr. wants to see me again in 4 weeks and if no improvement then, we may have to switch my meds.
:: Luna 11:56 PM [+] ::
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